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Post by Sam on Mar 7, 2007 10:30:58 GMT -6
And who would be my hero?
Who would save me from myself?
You...
With idle words and promises you never meant to keep?
No one else loves me the way you do...
Nothing but words you use, but only when you choose.
No one else hears me when I cry...
You just kept walking past again, eager to fly...
For that I am now grateful....
I am aware of your deceit, and though I reached for you,
I am content to be alone, where I can finally breathe.
Sam
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Post by Sam on Mar 7, 2007 10:36:26 GMT -6
I don't understand it. It is such a mystery to me even in my denial you reach in and touch me. I am comforted enough just by the sound of your voice to lay down in peaceful sleep.
Maybe that was your intent. Maybe I should be content.
In a way, I am glad you let me down again. It answers a lot of questions I had... Now I know the answers.....
No....to all of them.
Sam
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Post by dawness on Mar 12, 2007 13:01:38 GMT -6
how gracious you seek my softness in days when brittle are the eyes that do not look at you.
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Post by soulfir3 on Mar 14, 2007 23:14:13 GMT -6
ignorance breeds muted ears, lest it be there loss, of not having your wonder and happiness in their lives
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Post by dawness on Mar 15, 2007 12:07:39 GMT -6
i feel your feather touch a thousand miles away from me
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Post by Sam on Mar 16, 2007 13:23:26 GMT -6
Just a whisper lost in the wind... no beginning no end..... Just a moment of remembering just how much you mean to me....
Sam
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Post by Sam on Mar 19, 2007 12:59:36 GMT -6
Love?
What is love? I do not remember... I was in love.. I am sure sometime down the line. It just died somewhere deep inside and I left it lay... No more. Nothing left to say.. Nothing here today but some.... distant memory, some hankering, lingering thought, deep in the night. But I find it very peaceful and very quiet.... and I am pacified... I was in love.. I am sure somewhere down the line, I do not remember.
Sam
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Post by anirbas on Mar 19, 2007 14:22:40 GMT -6
Grrrrrrreat stuff, Sam and Soul...Dashing by to say hello and then gotta go... Chauffuering time...Hope you're both have a smashing day...Catch ya later...and btw... TAG! YOU'RE BOTH IT!!!!!! And you...can't...catch...me...cause...I...just ran... right off the bottom right hand corner of the page.......................................................*
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Post by Sam on Mar 28, 2007 13:57:27 GMT -6
My Funny Valentine all done up in red. Yellowed pages of letters tied in string. I remember all these things. I helped you cross into your new life. I spoke the vows and became your wife But, only for a while....until, that time for us was over, and done, for you, anyway, it seemed, yet... I remember all these things. Today I am alone, So are you....funny how things go.. I wonder today, if you are remembering too, all the ways I loved you.
Sam
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Post by Sam on Mar 28, 2007 14:35:06 GMT -6
Love Comes
Love comes In many Forms, In many Ways, And Times.
It never changes, Never fades, It just Waits For us To find it.
Sam
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Post by Sam on Mar 28, 2007 14:37:21 GMT -6
If you ever change your mind, please, don't let me know. Just walk away and I'll be fine, just as I was before. Empty, yes, but so what. I am stronger than you know. Now that I have felt your love Nothing can touch or hurt me anymore. I have a lifetime of dreams to share with you, now, the choice is yours. You can stay wrapped up here in my arms, or just turn and walk away. I won't beg you. I won't plead. Because you see You mean that much to me, and if I thought I had to speak, the spell would be broken, anyway.
Sam
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Post by Sam on Mar 28, 2007 14:38:13 GMT -6
I reached for you last night. I haven't done that in a while and though my arms came away empty I went back to sleep with a smile. Too many years gone by.. Too many miles still separating you and I. Too many unfulfilled dreams. Too many unshed tears to cry. It never gets any easier. It never really leaves. True love does last forever no matter how it seems.
Sam
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Post by Sam on Mar 28, 2007 15:10:29 GMT -6
We could blame it on the rain. Sit around and just complain. Things will never be the same but, we aren't on that road today.
Yesterday is still history. I showed you what you meant to me. You can't take those thoughts away. Go ahead, make your escape.
It's too late, I've turned away. I've got to go...I just can't stay. My heart has just begun to heal, and now you know just how I feel.
Some other place, some other time. Some other world, not yours, or mine. It was good to hear your voice. At least, I know I made my choice.
Sometimes, you just got to let it go. Follow your pride right out the door. Tonight, my heart will be at ease. I am finally at peace.
No haunting dreams, no crying out. I know again what life's about. There is much I need to do To fill complete, here, without you.
Sam
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Post by Sam on Mar 28, 2007 15:32:41 GMT -6
The Past...Weekend
Full moon on the rise, alcohol and bad memories, proved to all be a bad combination for me. Unexpected phone calls from the haunted past I am still trying to forget, brought it all back home to me. Sadness overtakes the very air I breath... and I am left, feeling lost and lonely, craving my past returned to me if only for one brief moment.... Knowing full well the harm inflicted has already done too much damage to ever really go back, except in memory, or in my dreams.... where things can still look good to me. When the moon is full and the night lays out ahead of me once again, I will let myself remember you, and how our love used to be, just for old times sake.... and nothing more.... Isn't that what dreams are for?
Sam
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Post by dawness on Mar 28, 2007 16:11:33 GMT -6
no, i will not that last hanging seam that tied us in ribbons of rainbowed dances sparkling in the mist of "yes" and never "no".
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Post by anirbas on Apr 2, 2007 21:19:36 GMT -6
(((((((((Sam and Dawn)))))))))
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no finer metaphorical glittered glamor of gold dust was ever thrown into a line than the soulful lament found in a lost love song...
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i hear the wounds opening in your hearts and i wish to touch the throb of it and ease your pain...
since we know, to reach inside your chest would cause unmitigated further pain without gain... i shall simply leave the refrain that i wish i could... touch your pain and take it away...deep into the palm of my hand, suture your lovelorn wounds with deft fingers... fling my now love scarred hand to the sky and release your pain from my open hand to the heavens to be carried away, far and away from you...
we all know, i can't do that...but, it was a nice thought... i enjoyed the visual...how about you, two?
now, you've both got me crying... that's cool...already been doing that all day, on the sly, when no one's watching me...LOL... but, mine is due mostly to a dratted hormonal upsurge... arghargharghityargh!!!!!!!!!!!! pms, now there's a funky subject to address...the moon as usual, doing her thing, driving my Cancerian mind insane on top of the pms-ing i'm already doing...my hair feels like it's standing on end...oh, wait...it is...LOL...are you guys, laughing yet? ah, guess what? i finally broke down and washed away my silver crown, gals... literally and symbolically...LOL...with the help of Loreal... mini-me rejoiced! "I've got my young mom, back! I've got my young mom, back!" Kids! LOL... I kind of liked my silver crown and wings... I think I do Lily Munster quite well...ggglgggl... ya'll take care of your minds and spirits while those broken hearts are mending... hugz and moocheeze but not a drop of green slime! Sabrina.
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Post by anirbas on Apr 8, 2007 12:08:42 GMT -6
i am the toy and entertainment of sadists and masochists... so many echoing skeletons dancing around me laughing... from my heart, i'm tired of this
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Post by shell on Apr 8, 2007 12:29:23 GMT -6
of course i don't know the story behind this, but i do know that the first poem especially in this thread is superb. A couple of tweaks i might make to sustain the rhythm in the core but wow! gorgeous writing!
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Post by DavidMc on Apr 9, 2007 5:43:11 GMT -6
This thread is a 'beautiful necklace of heartfelt gems'.
David
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Post by Sam on Apr 23, 2007 12:53:41 GMT -6
From the very start I knew things were really not as they seemed I knew I would awaken and it was just another random dream... But, somehow I also knew.... the feel of your hair, the sound of your voice. I remembered even the smell of your skin, the feel of your body molded close next to mine, and somehow I know I will see you somewhere, somehow, again.... and I am content to wait... for truly now I know, it is true nothing, or no one else, will do....
Sam
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Post by anirbas on Apr 23, 2007 15:19:44 GMT -6
"for nothing, or no one else, will do..."
~Sam.
Whew! I know how that feels! Nice flow to this piece, Sam. Thanks for sharing! Sabrina.
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Post by Sam on May 31, 2007 13:33:42 GMT -6
I could stand and shout it from the highest hill I could scream it until my voice was shrill... Would it even matter to you if I let my feelings show? There's no doubt about it, no more need to hide it. And I think it's time you know...
I'm in love with you...
No need to hide it, no doubt about it... I am sure.
Sam
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Post by anirbas on Jun 2, 2007 9:01:04 GMT -6
"I'm in love with you...
No need to hide it, no doubt about it... I am sure."
~fragmentationing of Samian poeming.
Good one, Sammy!!!!! Thanks for sharing! Got more, lady? Nir.
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Post by wistfuldragon on Jun 2, 2007 13:24:00 GMT -6
Sam...these are so stunning...love them...
To all herein...you wonderful creatures...I adore you all...magic...music...musing love...
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Post by anirbas on Jun 2, 2007 18:54:05 GMT -6
Be-bopping by to say...Yeah...What she said...hehehehehehehehe...Nir.
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Post by Sam on Jun 7, 2007 15:39:49 GMT -6
Why? Thank you all so much!!! Sam
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Post by Sam on Jun 11, 2007 14:55:36 GMT -6
Wow! I just read everything through here and I suddenly feel so warm and fuzzy!! Thanks for all the wonderful words of encouragement here..... Sam
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Post by Sam on Jun 14, 2007 9:51:17 GMT -6
So what do I Know About Love?
I have loved you with all my heart and soul. I long for you and reach out with empty arms. I feel you your body next to mine. The taste of your kiss remains on my lips, such intoxicating wine.. The scent of your body.. the feel of your hands.. You are so near me, now, You haunt me in my dreams over and over... all the time, filling me with such need. This confining power is lost somewhere between your world and mine. I can not move on because no one can compare... You, alone, light up my soul. I'm not complete unless you are there. So....I wait in silent wonder and I ease into the night.. and when sleep once again takes me to you, I tremble with delight.
Sam
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Post by wistfuldragon on Jun 15, 2007 10:38:08 GMT -6
Your words become images that dance across my floor...spinning in love's circles...
Wow again friend...lovely...
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Post by Sam on Jul 2, 2007 12:49:32 GMT -6
Who are you? Why do I write about someone I do not know? I have never known you, yet my heart aches, and breaks, over and over as if another page has just been turned in some old, discarded fairytale type storybook. It has been read, and reread, as if you, too, were searching for someone you remember.
Turn the page....
Sam
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