Love and such...

[wistfuldragon]

TL...I echo back to you those best wishes in your quest for the open heart....tis a hard quest yet is well worth the finding of an open heart to share with...

[anirbas]

"Lady Anir'...you always make me giggle...you bring a smile most needed when most needed...as to being over the him you speak...him I am over...the dream of Him...I still have...wistful me"

Good to know, Mishie...I still have the gift of bringing giggles when most needed...Now, I was wondering, would you like to taste test this mountain oyster stew? LOL And the dream must go, too...For a fresh Mish start...imho, of course...Burn the dream, take no prisoners and eat the hostages in order to be getting on to other things, better things in life for y-o-u...Nir.

[tolteclogic]

Echo love
in hardship
and pain
and by the
end of the day
all will be right
with the world
such that
it is...
i wish you
all the best
in these most
difficult days
of transition

[wistfuldragon]

Difficult days
of transition
have turned
into years...
Yet...
healing comes...

[wistfuldragon]

How do I explain
the way I am
to those

who know nothing
about the way
I am

I do not lie
nor play games

I would die
for those I love
family and friends

I hold honor
with respect
close to my heart

I could love
if given
half a chance

I am only
different here
because I am more real

More real
open in spirit
than any where else

And I pray
dream
wish

For that love
the one we all look for
the one we all pray for...

So I am no different
no better
no worse

Than I ever was...

[wistfuldragon]

So few things touch
this worn out heart...

From the first they did
touch me in form of hope...

So much in friendship
have they done for me...

Tis time I return what I can
to those who deserve more than I could give...

But I shall try to give something lasting
a time perhaps to remember me by for the rest of life... ;D

[wistfuldragon]

They say
"Stop looking for it...and it will come!"

I say
"I have...and guess what....it hasn't!"

*****************************************************

I wish for a love
that will not let me go...

A love that would fight
for me to be in their arms...

One who would see me
for all that I am...and love still...

[wistfuldragon]

Tell me...
you are near...

Hear me
when I call out...

Pray for me
as I pray for you...

Sweet haven
Let me love you...

Do not walk this world
without the heart that is your's...

That heart beating in this
beaten down body...

Pray for me
as I pray for you...

I love you
though I do not yet know you...

I love you...

[anirbas]

Awesome lyric poetry, Michelle.
Have always adored your writing...
A treat to see you at the keyboard
banging at the keys, once more...

[wistfuldragon]

;D
Thank you Sabs...it has been a much needed release from the stress of the new I am building for myself and the family...

Am most glad to be back with those who understand me ( at least a wee bit)...

Hugs...
M

[Sam]

A wee bit!! We both are waiting, I believe.

I dream of a faceless love.
A true love.
A real love.
I believe..
love will come.
I hope
I am aware.

Sam

[wistfuldragon]

Dearest Sam...yes we are waiting...hoping and wanting to believe there is out there one for us...I like you want to believe...though at times feel it is in vain to do so...

Hugs dear friend...
M

[wistfuldragon]

I felt as if I had fallen in disgrace
the day he walked away without
even the bitter-sweetness of goodbye...

A rock slide of emotions rolling over me
while I was in the most weakened state
after loving him more than he deserved...

Anger filled the spaces he left empty
on my knees in the muck and mire
of lost love...disgrace...disbelief...

What was left for me
could I believe still
in the joy of a love...

Time released tears
more rage than cheer
lost faith...lost hope...

Still...
here I am
dreaming once more...

[wistfuldragon]

There is in you
the quiet strength
of a man true...

Tenderness in the
caress of rough hands
on waiting skin...

Well chosen words
cross supple lips
to entice this soul...

An image of desire
love worth having
for one worth having...

[wistfuldragon]

Oh boy...I'm in a mood today...sorry folks...lost in my thoughts and writing them down...bare with me please as I work my way through them...thanks in advance...

Loves to all...
Mushy Mish....

[anirbas]

It is better
to gain release
of one's spirit by working
one's way through one's thoughts...
Than to hold one's thoughts within
and drown within the tidal wave of them
and in so doing, drown all about them, as well
in the bitterous emotional swell...

[wistfuldragon]

Thank you Sabrina...

Sometimes it is the smallest things that mean the most...

[anirbas]

Hear you, I do...
For what you say,
is totally true...
"It is the smallest
things that mean
the most..."
As often life
hands us
burnt toast...

ggglgggl...
this ditsy dame
is so drawing up lame...

[wistfuldragon]

Lame Dame...tsk...tsk...I think so NOT!...giggle snort...

Sometimes when things are most crazy on the flip side of my life I come in here and whataya know...better...all better...of course till I turn the puter off and try to sleep with a thousand worrisome can't do anything about thoughts start running on in my head...

Life is so strange...one moment I'm rollin along thinking I know exactly where in this world I am going then the next I am completely lost...sometimes the flip goes the other way around and quick as you like I'm back on track...but such is life...isn't my friend...
enough rambling for now...lol...you know I'll be back to ramble on...

[anirbas]

I feel ya, G...I feel ya...
As the younger set says...
Translated, I think it's definition is...
I know what you mean, jellybean...ggglgggl...
Tired of airing my issues onto the world's stage...
Think I'll throw them all in the toilet bowl
and watch them turn the water black,
before I hit the flush option
and watch 'em swirl, swirl, swirl
and disa-disa-disappear...

Evernir and always, Sabrina.

[wistfuldragon]

Dearest Evernir...my addictive everclear...Lady bright and Fair Sabrina...I believe I echoed those same thoughts at you just a moment ago in the pm...I feel mayhaps I lay myself upon the alter of public info...so in agreement you find me...

Hugs friend...

[anirbas]

wistfuldragon said:

Dearest Evernir...my addictive everclear...Lady bright and Fair Sabrina...I believe I echoed those same thoughts at you just a moment ago in the pm...I feel mayhaps I lay myself upon the alter of public info...so in agreement you find me...

Hugs friend...

hehe...I'm everclear...
a liquor that packs a powerful kick
and taste like liquid hell...I like that...ggglgggl...
yeppers...the networld is a stage and we never know
whom might be pleasured by our pain without gain, do we?
I'm figuring, why give 'em the satisfaction? hugs backatcha...

[wistfuldragon]

Indeed...giggle uncontrolled...though at times I seem to forget myself and ramble onward never caring one way or another for what I am saying...

[wistfuldragon]

I could love him
as he lights my darkness
with the brightness that is he...

So afraid
so unsure

I could love him
so I think when I think
he might love me even a fraction...

So tentative
so unsteady...

Why could I love him
because he embodies
what I need most...desire most...

So much the freak
so lost in the unknown

How could I love him
as I stand here shaking
from deep set ache...unwanted attention...

So me
so me

Mayhaps I shall simply
feel the power he releases
in the touch he gives me...whenever he gives it...

So
so

Forget that I could love him
let it be whatever it is
without trying to figure it all out...

Yeah
so

It will be what it is
as it is what I can not understand
how he got inside of this me...through the walls...into the deep...

[wistfuldragon]

I am hopeless
lost in my nightdreams
about someone who only
lives in my fantasies of a love that will last...

A love that would hold
onto me tightly for all
the world to see...

How sad am I really
for wanting what I have not
been given the chance to share with a someone...?...

Wait...
Not sure I want the honest answer
to that question if only because I've
already told myself..."You are such a freak and 1/2!"

LOL...

Such a mush of a girl
a romantic gothic wicked woman
with visions of tender skin and warm heart...

Yes...
for the record the dark side has needs too...lol...

[wistfuldragon]

That darkness has needs too...

In every image of him
He stands proud and brilliant
No conflict in his eyes over the sight of me...

The true me
that only he could see
that he could love...tender aggression...

The sun to my moon
the ocean to my mountains
the hand to hold on lonely night...

He feels me with unknown
unimagined desires
hot...passions...overwhelming these sensitive senses...

His breath trailing down my neck
soothing...seductive caress left
warming the skin to blistering need...

Yes

He is the only warmth
I want to know inside of me
filling the empty vessel with all that his is...

Sure you can say it

I know I say it often

Dream o lonely woman
of the wicked night crawling
around your base needs...to sate you...

Dream on...
Of love and such things...

[wistfuldragon]

I would ask
"What of he who searches?"

She denies him her being
Fear holds her surely
Waking...sleeping
A chain about her body
Tightens if threatened
Never again can she lose
Where are the answers
to all those wretched questions
To true she searches in vain
for she can not look into the mirror
if she did so she would see the truth
A truth she can not face
If she did all hope would be lost
as she may never see herself as the others do
Blinded by self doubt
consumed by self loathing
How sad...How true

4/04

[wistfuldragon]

A new attraction
with eyes of delight
chasing demons in me...

It is but
a thought of what
could be should it be...

Now I face
myself in the mirror
wondering how to change...

Lost in doubt
can I step up
with open mind to embrace...

We shall see
if the woman can
be taught how to love...


***love and such...mishwistfuldragon...writes well yet lives in shadows deep...afraid to let go of all she is...even as she prays for a love...not just any love...true love...the elusive gamer...***

[anirbas]

Ah, my lady...
You speak what I feel...
In my brightest and darkest moments...

~*~

What good this love
filling my heart to the point
of gluttonous ballonment?
To press against the inner
walls of my chest,
threatening to explode
me from the inside, out?

If never there ever is to be,
one moment after the next
for you and me?

What good this connection
if always it shall fill you
with vexation and longing?

A deep well I cannot
but partially fill
at this moment in time,
no matter what I might
want, wish and will?

Perhaps, kinder...
More courageous of me...
To simply set you free...
So, that you might find
one closer to fill your bed,
if not your head,
heart and spirit?

These questions
overload my mind
and tax my soul...

So, I shall simply
take one day, one minute
contiguously...

Keep trying to breathe,
consecutively...

Rather than leave
myself breathless
with thoughts
that haven't
any answer...

[wistfuldragon]

Omg Lady you've worked magic with this one...I love it...and echo it deeply...

f*&^ing beautiful piece...I adore you Lady...