IT MATTERS NOT! ANYMORE

[liquidpromise]

I forget the times I would laugh so hard
My ribs would literally ache
I forget a time when you would say you love me
Without immediately pointing out my mistakes

I remember how hard I fought to change who I am
Just so you would need me
I remember the harsh words and insensitive nature
That has left me alone to tend to my own heart’s bleeding

I play in my head, over and time again
The things that I have yet accomplished
I play in my head what life would be like
If only you had received your undying wish

I hate that all I do is disappoint you
According to you, I never fail at that
I hate that my world revolves around
Just hoping you would love me back

I love the way you smile
When I actually do something that is cute
I love you to be happy, but I suppose now
That at this point, everything is mute

I wish I could give you what you always wanted
Obviously, I am still living in a pipe dream
I wish you would go straight to hell
With the impact of deafening blows, made by my screams

[anirbas]

*CLAP! CLAP! CLAP! CLAP! CLAP!*

~*~

"I wish I could give you what you always wanted
Obviously, I am still living in a pipe dream
I wish you would go straight to hell
With the impact of deafening blows, made by my screams?

~fragmentation of Laurenic verse.

~*~

Powerful and empowering offering. Left me speechless, verbally slammed to the wall...Nir.

[liquidpromise]

So this means we have to scrape off the glue holding you there, against the wall, huh? LOL

Thank you hon.

Btw, next time you stick yourself against a wall or other, use silocone and/or honey, you would slide right off when you're done, lol. *Smiles~

Lauren

[anirbas]

*gigglegiggle* you so funny...stop that...not*

[liquidpromise]

LMFAO ...

[shell]

wow, this is a storm of a poem! Yes, i have so been there ... all of this life it seems ... totally gutting on a daily basis ... every good moment turns inside out and in the end it's all just aarrgghh! Your writing is always so deeply touching ... this one is sooo well crafted with every verse turning itself inside out ... the reader experiences exactly what is described ... awesome!

[liquidpromise]

Thank you hon ...