Post by liquidpromise on Sept 24, 2006 16:01:04 GMT -6
No one exactly knows just how much I bleed
How much I feel a tyrant crawling on my back
Like a monkey I cannot lose
The addiction of feeling worthless
From years of steady abuse
But then you just happened upon me
I thought this was a joke
But now you want to stay with me
Forever and ever, are you blind?
So honored, of your love, I will not let go
I will bleed eternally
If ever something happened to you
My world will be heavy wadding in the moor
Of sorrow, immense degradation
Out like a flood, will my heart pour
I don’t believe I ever took the time
To tell you just how grateful I feel
Tears streaming down my face
Expecting the worse to come
This agony of past let downs are for me, too real
But you have giving me, us, a chance
Trapped on the throws of agonizing sorrow
I suppose I should learn to do the same
There is a deep love for you I thought I could never feel
As you wipe away these tears from my face
I look up into your eyes
They are the windows to the soul, showing the truth
That you do love me, and desperately you want us to grow
Not understanding my shame, you ease into comforting me
You ease me in learning how to love me too
That shock of faith, your courage shining through
Begging me the chance should I choose to step through
Leading me to love, wide open, stands this door
Where heart’s matter, I now know I do too
You have taught me well, merely, by walking in my shoes
How much I feel a tyrant crawling on my back
Like a monkey I cannot lose
The addiction of feeling worthless
From years of steady abuse
But then you just happened upon me
I thought this was a joke
But now you want to stay with me
Forever and ever, are you blind?
So honored, of your love, I will not let go
I will bleed eternally
If ever something happened to you
My world will be heavy wadding in the moor
Of sorrow, immense degradation
Out like a flood, will my heart pour
I don’t believe I ever took the time
To tell you just how grateful I feel
Tears streaming down my face
Expecting the worse to come
This agony of past let downs are for me, too real
But you have giving me, us, a chance
Trapped on the throws of agonizing sorrow
I suppose I should learn to do the same
There is a deep love for you I thought I could never feel
As you wipe away these tears from my face
I look up into your eyes
They are the windows to the soul, showing the truth
That you do love me, and desperately you want us to grow
Not understanding my shame, you ease into comforting me
You ease me in learning how to love me too
That shock of faith, your courage shining through
Begging me the chance should I choose to step through
Leading me to love, wide open, stands this door
Where heart’s matter, I now know I do too
You have taught me well, merely, by walking in my shoes
