Post by liquidpromise on Sept 28, 2006 6:45:21 GMT -6
I am so sorry
But I can not take this anymore
I am not that strong
Besides that, I do not want to be
With being strong
Comes this huge responsibility
I fear that in reality
I do not hold such qualities
Maybe if things would have gotten better
Maybe if I would have improved
In some small way
Maybe if I had known more laughter
Had I not been swallowed whole
By the pain
Perhaps if I could have given back to me
What many say I possess the power
To sharing with the world
Perhaps if I could see some daylight
Behind the walls of this prison
Of dashing hopes within
If only I felt my life worth living
Perhaps if I could just breathe…
Taking in shallow breaths
Heart slowing down
Brain feeling all fuzzy
My view is turning black
My skin blue
Icy to the touch
Maybe if I could have really
Felt and known that I was worthy
Before this decision I made
Before this action I just took…
Then maybe…
But I can not take this anymore
I am not that strong
Besides that, I do not want to be
With being strong
Comes this huge responsibility
I fear that in reality
I do not hold such qualities
Maybe if things would have gotten better
Maybe if I would have improved
In some small way
Maybe if I had known more laughter
Had I not been swallowed whole
By the pain
Perhaps if I could have given back to me
What many say I possess the power
To sharing with the world
Perhaps if I could see some daylight
Behind the walls of this prison
Of dashing hopes within
If only I felt my life worth living
Perhaps if I could just breathe…
Taking in shallow breaths
Heart slowing down
Brain feeling all fuzzy
My view is turning black
My skin blue
Icy to the touch
Maybe if I could have really
Felt and known that I was worthy
Before this decision I made
Before this action I just took…
Then maybe…
