Post by brandnewmessiah on Nov 13, 2006 10:35:16 GMT -6
I throw my soul into the air
Torn pieces lie scattered everywhere
I pick them up one by one
Watch them fall again when I am done
I hold out my hands as if in prayer
Calling to a god that has never been there
It is in disappointment that I believe
For I know now life has forgotten me
I flew too close to heaven’s fate
Which cast me aside into my hate
To live this lie so happily
The more I die the more I’m free
I soar on the breath of damage done
Into the darkness of an eclipsed sun
Where the only light of my mourning
Shines through holes in silk wings
Where is this peace that they promised
To be deceased would keep me honest
To a truth of usual despair
Where I lose myself and nobody cares
Shame is the name given to me
And I hear you speak it so eloquently
Like a venom upon your tongue
Poisoning all I have become
I fell too fast from the sky
I only ask you let me die
Because living is my biggest fear
And in darkness we all disappear
Into a shroud of utter black
I know from here there is no going back
It’ll be the ashes of my burning
That drifts through holes in silk wings
