The agony of a sacred demise

[brandnewmessiah]

I am in the death of a new tomorrow
Flying free on blood soaked wings
I am in the breath of someone’s sorrow
A sad lament that the lonely sing

And where were you when I needed comfort
Where were you when I needed pain
For how many days must I continue to be hurt
Why am I always the one to blame

I am in the breast which once held a heart
Empty inside chained to the void
I am the rotting doll who now is torn apart
Making way for a brand new toy

And who are they who stand over my grave
Looking down as if they really care
Faking your grief with all the tears you saved
Over the years when you never knew I was there

I am in a hell which is better than living
Taking my seat on a throne of flames
Here there is no reason to be forgiving
Here we are the epitome of what is shame

May a whisper catch the laughter when I’m gone
A taunting rhythm of a dying soul
I guess my death can never be wrong
For it is I who looks up at you from this hole

Don’t say a prayer for me
It will fall on deaf ears
And don’t cry upon your knees
I don’t want any of your tears
Don’t leave flowers at my feet
Let them wilt with my memory
In another life I doubt we will meet
So hold on strong to your divinity
For belief may be all you have left
Long after the grave calls you home
But trust in these words that I’ve said
Even faith will leave you alone

[anirbas]

"Even faith will leave you alone."

~BNM.

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I know that's right. BTW, brilliant writing, just brilliant!

[tolteclogic]

yet hope springs eternal
beyond this mortal coil
the husk of life
shed like some
outworn skin
we can take
what does not
already exist within

[vixen]

Amazing!!! Sometimes I think you dig around in my head. At least you can describe perfectly what I feel. again, amazing Vixen

[soulfir3]

As always I am in complete awe and respect of your work. I hope you are doing well.

Respect, Soul