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Post by wistfuldragon on Jul 6, 2007 8:47:15 GMT -6
and i am caught in the middle of drama central****Cleveland****
Hell has many levels...as this surely is one...here...there...where ever we are caught...
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Post by tolteclogic on Jul 9, 2007 7:52:50 GMT -6
The place where we belong we assume to know the people we know who assume to know us but really who are we without this superficail identity attributed to us or to others?
it's been a long weekend in recovery from that long bike ride but this is how it's always been - No, don't get me wrong i have abundant energy - that is or was not the problem no it goes much deeper than that, according to age old injuries this compromise i've had to endure all my life this body obstructed bicycling a cure and a curse takes a while to kick start this body again and reclaim innate clarity but it was a kick ass bike ride they call this town Hillsborough for a reason and i am a flat lander there are no hills along the coast outside of the occassional bridge or interstate over pass here the hills go on forever and without a reliable leg to stand on this is what has made my life most difficult finally Duke has crafted a leg that won't fall off so easy - still in the testing stages while UNC still maintains they are intitle to the money from insurance for the product they could not deliver... five strikes you're out - that is the number of failed attempts they were allowed... duty calls gotta run
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Post by tolteclogic on Jul 15, 2007 12:17:43 GMT -6
and i know when i give in and hand over my last $20 because she is pleading at my door pregnant in need of five or ten i won't ever see that change again 10 will get you 20 in this neighborhood tell all your friends and i realize that for that same $20 i could buy 10 moives in VHS at vis-art video that is equivalent to two hours of my life in hard labor - no doubt rolled up in a super charged crack filled blunt and burned up at one setting the buck stops here
pushing 20 miles today on my bicycle in an effort to clear my mind for my interview on thrusday with this publisher hoping to find the back entrance to the rock quarry and shave an additional 5 miles off my time and much less walking off the beaten path a much welcomed swim the forecast is for rain
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Post by tolteclogic on Jul 16, 2007 9:55:47 GMT -6
in transists of danger always strive to remember all surface appearance is only half the picture what remains hidden on the other side of the coin? where each state contains it's opposite reverse reflection of happiness or sadness Liberation or Adance Damage of Illumination or Transience which is better? Tranquility or Disparity Difficulty or Darkness we either foster the celestial or repel the mundane whether active or stilling each has its own time Haulting Obstruction we find balance with harmony in action... the Tao of perfect serenity living according to one's own true nature unify the elements of being into a single intergal energy
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Post by tolteclogic on Jul 16, 2007 10:58:51 GMT -6
"Without effort to foster the celestial and control the mundane, it is hard to gain access to this primal energy, and easy to lose it, missing it even when it is right there."
The Taoist I Ching
if you don't slip up promoting the primal minimizing the secondary eventually celestial energy will unfold and expand
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