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Post by anirbas on May 17, 2007 22:22:59 GMT -6
over my shoulder
I feel the halls of the past
decaying in chunks and planks
of chunks around about me as I type to ease
the tensional undercurrent of rot
and exposed guts of years on end lying about...
time moves dizzily,
a rounded cylinder, an endless tunnel
roll, roll, rolling along of it's own motivation
and I it's vertigo riddled passenger...
on eggshells, glass shatters and nails
I dance and mince through these last acts...
this sitcom parody of normality...
spirit tired and flayed open, an inner wound...
emotions splattered and thinly spread...
scattered thoughts becalmed and focused
on organization and plans of organization...
the past feels like an infection
of e-coli or salmonella,
I'm lucky to have survived...
the present feels like a scab...
itching with healing, edges loosening...
readying to peel back and reveal
a new skin, a clean slate, a fresh start...
as the final hour of my unexpected departure grows
near, near, nearer in slow motion closer, second thoughts
do not batter me...but a frisson of fear has pervaded
my confidence...[hide the bullets...hide the baseball bats...]
that I shall be mercilessly, wickedly thwarted
in my bid and run for freedom...or awaken
to find my secret plans and planning
were nothing but dreams spinning
from my subconscious mind,
to amuse itself, while
my body slept...
and I'm still
firmly entrenched,
planted square
in the middle
of a never ending
nightmare...
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Post by wistfuldragon on May 17, 2007 22:42:15 GMT -6
It will find it's ending
as the sun rises
so shall from the ashes...
Your freedom at hand...
Sabrina...xxxooo
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Post by anirbas on May 17, 2007 22:43:39 GMT -6
whisper to me...
everything is going to be okay...
I don't care if it's a bona fide lie
or the undeniable, unseen truth...
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Post by anirbas on May 17, 2007 22:48:21 GMT -6
thanks, Mishie...it's been a tough day in Dodge...LOL...so, what else is new?  i'm tired to the point of utter blankness, now...think i'll turn in so this is sweet dreams and dreaming from me to you...yes...Yes...YES...to that freedom at hand...YES...Yes...yes... |
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Post by wistfuldragon on May 17, 2007 22:52:20 GMT -6
Dream sweet...dear friend...prayers and love flow to you on wings of angels...
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Post by anirbas on May 18, 2007 6:05:21 GMT -6
thank you, sweets...thanks for babysitting the big kid, me, last night...LOL...
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Post by vixen on May 18, 2007 10:25:47 GMT -6
Sweetie, this phrase has always gotten me through the hellish times of my life.... "This too shall pass". It has been my mantra. Prayers on golden wings fly to you. Love always Vixen
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Post by wistfuldragon on May 18, 2007 12:25:11 GMT -6
Here I thought
I was playing
cat and mouse
with m'Lady Anirtomyheart...
Chasing her all over
in this realm of words
huge purple cat teasing tail swishing
as my o' so large dragon body shook the rafters
I ran from thread to thread...footfalls echoing in chorus...
Yelling at the top of flaming lungs...
"I'm gonna get ya...wha ha ha...here I come...giggle!"
Bumping into links...running over smile faces...oops...
"Pardon me...so sorry...yeppers...huge silly dragon coming through...!
Sad to say a winking smilely might have lost his life in the chase...wicked laugh...snorting flames...
"T'is alright though...I've paid his family handsomely and arranged a lovely wake for him...he will be missed..."
All for the sake of reaching m'Lady...so I may jump up and down
"Hold onto your seats...and your hats if your wearin' 'em!"
Laying my head on my forearms...big beautiful dragon ass in the air....tail swinging high and proudly...so happy...so happy...
Whispering while flames lick my lips...all in a dizzy rush...so happy
"M'Lady Anirtomyheart...I adore you...love playing with ya...and btw lovey...YOU'RE IT!....ROFLMAO...in high spirits...."
"But if you liken to say I was babysitting the big kid in you...then by all means say just that...for as a dragon doing all her might to get a smile to adorn your beautiful face...then I am pleased to say...tis fine...cause the big kid in you loves the mythical creature in me....LOL"
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Post by anirbas on May 18, 2007 13:00:51 GMT -6
Vixen and Misharae...What smiles seeing the both of you here has plastered across this mazard of mine without hazard...gotta run...the gov....is..here..................
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Post by wistfuldragon on May 19, 2007 16:16:52 GMT -6
((((((((ladtclosetomyheart)))))))))))
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Post by anirbas on May 27, 2007 21:40:10 GMT -6
~Mutiny in the Toybox...
Pathetic the plans that must in secrecy be made...
Sad this is the way, the cards have to be played...
To bad, it just can't be said, in an adult way...
"This isn't working...This is bad, for all concerned...
Let's agree to disagree and from this parody
of a relationship, adjourn to our opposite corners
on the planet...Let's cease and desist
kicking a dead horse, over and over",
to coin an old colliquism...
We both know you hate me...
Hate everything about me,
save for that sweet confectionary,
betwixt and between my thighs...
We both know you hate me...
You just can't cede control of this woman...
You've never once seen me, as a human...
Only a possession in your collection of toys...
Don't look know, wannabe puppeteer...
There's a mutiny underfoot in the toybox...
The box is using the one thing you despise most
about her...Her mind and her will to carry on...
No matter the battering or the beating the box has taken...
This bitch, box, cunt, slut, good for nothing
but dicking whore, is more than halfway out the door...
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