Post by aims on Feb 6, 2019 17:17:01 GMT -6
Repentance became requisite
I know, I know. . .
not the best reason to return
to relations with God,
but,
Things have only gotten even worse for me since I
lost faith and threw in the towel.
Most recently,
just two weeks after a fairly positive review and raise at work
I pissed off a coworker the last weekend I worked
I didn't let her manipulate me,
this woman would throw her own mother under the bus if it suited her purposes,
and she happens to have my boss fairly well fooled.
I was off the monday after
she was not
two days later I was being written up
for things that were merely mentioned in my review as things I could improve on.
so I did some invocations of protection,
but I decided I needed to call upon all possible
powers that might be my champion,
so I turned back to God,
that very afternoon I found a magazine
in my daughter's therapists office
for people like me with (severe) ADHD
and full of tips tools and strategies to
be organized and accomplish more
which I believe will help me not only at
work but in organizing and staying on top of things in my home,
and the therapist let me keep the magazine
which I will subscribe to when I get paid!!!
Still don't know why God let me cross paths with the woman I'm madly in love with from afar
or why God allowed me to find out (8 days before Christmas) the person will be leaving my world soon,
So I guess I'll just pray (probably in vain) for a miracle to keep her in my world,
like she decides she wantsto be close enough friend with me that we will somehow stay in contact after she leaves. . . ( I won't hold my breath, because I don't want to turn blue keel over and die). but with this coworker/enemy gunning for me I need all spiritual powers on my side,
plus,
I consider it a sign it was the right thing to do that it was immediately after turning back I found that magaszine that's going to help so much with the ADHD.
I know, I know. . .
not the best reason to return
to relations with God,
but,
Things have only gotten even worse for me since I
lost faith and threw in the towel.
Most recently,
just two weeks after a fairly positive review and raise at work
I pissed off a coworker the last weekend I worked
I didn't let her manipulate me,
this woman would throw her own mother under the bus if it suited her purposes,
and she happens to have my boss fairly well fooled.
I was off the monday after
she was not
two days later I was being written up
for things that were merely mentioned in my review as things I could improve on.
so I did some invocations of protection,
but I decided I needed to call upon all possible
powers that might be my champion,
so I turned back to God,
that very afternoon I found a magazine
in my daughter's therapists office
for people like me with (severe) ADHD
and full of tips tools and strategies to
be organized and accomplish more
which I believe will help me not only at
work but in organizing and staying on top of things in my home,
and the therapist let me keep the magazine
which I will subscribe to when I get paid!!!
Still don't know why God let me cross paths with the woman I'm madly in love with from afar
or why God allowed me to find out (8 days before Christmas) the person will be leaving my world soon,
So I guess I'll just pray (probably in vain) for a miracle to keep her in my world,
like she decides she wantsto be close enough friend with me that we will somehow stay in contact after she leaves. . . ( I won't hold my breath, because I don't want to turn blue keel over and die). but with this coworker/enemy gunning for me I need all spiritual powers on my side,
plus,
I consider it a sign it was the right thing to do that it was immediately after turning back I found that magaszine that's going to help so much with the ADHD.
