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Post by artolmaeus on Mar 9, 2022 21:32:00 GMT -6
no one died in the fire I started but they lost alot of skin they lost life actually some semblance of life remains but the burns don't heal they don't move as well I still move I push that grist mill and grind through each day energized by guilt not really shame shame only comes when you do nothing to fix when you do nothing to change even if you fail even if it does worse it never can be a shame because of the aim but that is not a virtue no one died in the fire I started but they wished they had and some wished you can't wish away then sometimes, guilt does not help shame is worthless then it is only the effort not the results because of the action some mistakes have damage some mistakes are forever no mistakes is such a shame learning from mistakes far worse fearing mistakes is a great sin life never starts when things are perfect it never has it's never been such things that are good such things that are bad you cannot own anything you have you cannot own a thing at all a thing is a thing is a thing you own what you do you own what did just what you are doing past that it is all imagination past that it is living in your head knowing that is nothing less as it has always been knowing better but doing worse is only an unforgivable stupid though stupid can be fixed it rarely is and when it is, there is no virtue in that nor is there shame never really the even Steven even angling a win-win kinda game how many times does saying sorry fix anything how many hail Mary's absolve a sin the almighty whatever is only in the action and now is a good time to begin
you may not be right you just may not be but you are always enough and you, the best of you, is so much more than the worst
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