Will I survive?

[anna3]

I touched the sky yesterday
Feeling you again
So strongly merrily
And today?
I fell suddenly
Because I didn't know
What to say
That would understand me
One your smile
Happiness
Moment of hesitation
And this " OK I will call you later "
Charm splashed
I am on the bottom
I turn back
I run away
I dismiss all
What to do?
When you are so close
And it hurts so strongly
You gave me happiness
But I don't know
Will I survive This time
Trying again
Calling to your heart

[dawness]

love waits with agony... or ecstacy? poignant and heart-tearing, anns. thanks.

[shell]

ohhh Anna, haven't we all been in this Yearning heart-space? i adore how you zone in on what hurts, yet enlivens, most ...

[Juan Castrocafe]

sometimes I have questioned that if indeed we are the ones to make it hurt even more so that at times, it takes so little to salve that pain...but it is the pain, the "fire in the gut" that drives us more than the satiation of a well placed hand, kiss..et cetera et cetera...

so many times, I watch this action in people, in myself, as if there is some end-solution completion to make an absolute, which to my many years of searching is just one of the many really good looking and seeming mirages in the desert of love..under a spreading blue eyed sky,
all that was waiting
is waiting to be wet in the rain,
to be burning in the light of day
to taste the quench of one single drop of
pure liquid redemption,
if we say it all fits like a glove,
then we say, sometimes,
it must be love...