In The Dark

[tolteclogic]

In The Dark

We can live in the dark
without a spark
And call this the light
We can live all our life
In obediance to ignorance
and call this divine
We can worship our own
intelligence and believe
that what we achieve
is worth the price
Who is at the helm?
We are a nation of fools
In a world spun out of control
In our bid for power
Without honor or humility
there is no impeccability
We neglect the totality
of the Self

[tolteclogic]

Essentially we all have a choice
where the path of high adventure
is concerned, and yet the
potential for misuse of intent
creates yet another prison
where freedom may not be found.

Would it not be better if we
were free to choose the path
of the inward way? Which is
not to say that we are
rendered powerless in our
quest for freedom, quite the
contrary. We are commended
to be the master of controlled
folly. "To be shaken lose from
the debilitaing restraints of
our social conditioning, and to be
given back confidence in one's own
worth and in one's own potential,
is a great gift indeed, and yet
even this gift pales into
insignificance next to the
gift of transformation..."
T.M.


excerpt:
Yes, on first encounter the Castaneda material,
that whole seperate reality mystique, can be a
very heady experience breaking the bonds of
conventional conditioning but where do you
find it's practical applications? much the same
as any true discipline the true meaning is
hidden and most folks add to or take away
whatever is convenent to fit their own personal
mind set, the most popular of which today is
the magickal way of being in a somewhat
shamanic frame of mind. And to speak against
this nacromancy in todays pagan hierarchy is
tantamount to heresy. Simple as that and so
all things dissolve into this melting pot of
sorcery with little regard for true alchemy. imho


Aquarian Message: Sophia Praxis

The Aquarian Message
Kalki Avatar of the New Age
The Illuminating Void
So called secret
path of true religion
Great Arcanum
White Sexual Magic
Delusions of Grandeur?
The Revolution of Beelzebub
Underpinning all great Religions
Fraternitas Rosicruciana Antiqua
Theosophical Chapters
Samael Aun Weor
Maitreya Buddha Avatar
And how many others?
So called fallen Bodhisttva
The Pistis Sophia Praxis
Doctrine of Synthesis
too damn many words
sexual transmutations
siddhis astral projection
what's the point?
Esoteric Gnostic
Removal of suffering?
Revolutionary psychology
Sleeping awareness
Awakening of consciousness
personified psychological aggregates
over complicated liberations
Paramarthasatya
Adi-Buddha
Kether
Chokmah
Binah Holy Spirit
Shakti
Upright thought
feelings and actions
Noble Eightfold Path
Theosophical septenary
Sexual hydrogen TI-12
into the forth octave
furnace of Nebuchadrezzar
Pratyeka Buddhas Sarvakas
A self-realized spirit I guess
Geburah-Chesed
inhabitant of the Absolute
Cosmic Christ
Jupiter
Jesus
Zeus
Osiris
Ormuz
Ahura Mazda
Krishna
Baldur
Okedanokh
Kulkulcan
Quetzalcoatl
Avalokitesvara
Chrestos
birth of the solar vehicles
Soteriology and
the many degrees
of salvation
Who will succeed
the great Sakyamuni Buddha
to claim the name Maitreya?
Avalokitesvara Dalai Lama
Guan Yu Sangharama
Lu Zhong Yi
Peter Deunov
Samael Aun Weor
L. Ron Hubbard
Jim Jones or Benjamin Creme
Ruth Norman or Lu Sheng-yen
The Maitreya Rael
Ram Bahadur Bomjon
Hogen Fukunaga
Gung Ye
Ching Hai Guan Yin
Master of Metaphysics Brotherhood
or Maitreya Ishwara
and The Dawn of Conscious
Civilivation
All of these and more


is there such a thing
as too much imformation?


Birth of the 'New Age'

Magickal Call to Arms
Lucifer Rising...
Manifesto of the Anti-Christ
Heaven’s Gate
Thelemites continue
to await their
Chaos Messiah
So called
Luciferian agents of wisdom
new forms of gnosis
An end to all
subservile virtues,
and superstitious restrictions
'Outside the Circles of Time'?
activate the occult forces
crack open
the Apocalyptic gateway
and they call this rebirth?
psycho-sexual
magickal insurrection
Birth of The New Age
what alchemy is
this so-called cosmic
perfection of mankind?
a Thelemic messiah
birth of the 'moonchild'
a *living* female
the Scarlet Woman
consort to the Antichrist
bride of the Beast 666
mythos of Thelema
‘Do What Thou Wilt’
Birth of the New Age
Sisters of Babalon


"For I am BABALON, and she my daughter,
unique and there shall be no other
women like her." -The Book of Babalon
Jack Parsons
aka Anti-Christ Super Star
hierarchical
successor to Therion

Well, that certainly is one way of looking at things...


There are many paths
but only one destination...

[tolteclogic]

More: Babylonian Propaganda


All this is such a jumbled up amalgamation
so many are misguided... linking one
thing to another unquestioned.


Yoni Yantra

Knowledge Action

*

Will

Bindu-point

Love Eternal

Moment of Creation

OM


The Book Of Shakti-Babalon


"Upon the Endless Sea with no ending and no limit
floats the preceived Atman of Consciousness
And the Goddess takes this gently up onto her palm,
embraces it to her breast
And it becomes her Lord & Chela
And so she begins the teaching, the mystery of Shakti-Babalon,
a Pearl split in two and hidden as halves in the mists of East and West.
Her Palm closes & opens and Lo! The Pearl is conjoined
and the mystery is revealed
and upon the endless ocean
the Mother of All Waters begins her Tantra:
"Know that my worship is of Flesh
All else is abstract, obtuse and as dust.
Flesh of Flesh is sacred to me
My Yoni
And Stars:
The points of Connection & the Wheels of Configuration of release"

A lotus rises from the Primal Ocean & Blooms in a glory of sunrise colors.
Upon it enthroned is the Faceless Goddess who begins to speak:
"Who does not particularize my rapturous mystery worships me
thus as Veiled Isis and creatrix of light.
Joyful and worthy, this Image of Goddess serves to instruct, inspire & guide
But of Magick, it speaks not."
A Mirror in female form appears, it is of itself the Great Goddess and
reflections of All Things spiral within it as she speaks:
"Sex in all its infinite forms is Shakti as restless and endless as the Ocean
about you
As the tidally-sparked blood within your Flesh
Ever flowing, ever seeming to encompass All Things
Ever filling and settling into All Spaces
Sex is my Mantra, my Spell, My Siren Cry
And it is I who always answer this cry,
it is the glory of my Flesh that suffuses the Mystery
And the release of Orgasm that calms the turbulent Ocean
that is also I.
You see me as a Mirror Image of All, so as to mate with me
And so become whole.
Mystery of Anima & Animus
Flesh & Spirit
Nu & Hadit
And the restless Shakti ripples
Called Heru
Pan & Babalon reveal this age-old Mystery
As do Shiva & Shakti
Yin & Yang
And every archetypal dyad eternally mating
Melding
Into One
Great Ocean of Bliss
Becoming
NunŠ.
*
This is the Teaching of All Schools, All Mysteries, All Faiths;
though Isis has been veiled and Sophia¹s Flame hidden
and the wonders of Fatima buried in the sands.
The Aeon-old drive of Sex
Enthrones & goads the species
And so I offer the Key to your liberation!
Self reflected Self
Union & United:
The barrier is gone!"

[tolteclogic]

Inside Out

If we are constant within change
like the Sun which remains
bright even in secret at night
not only upon it's rising
then contentment is supreme
without the weeds of desire
clogging the portal of awareness
Blind allegiance selfish and uncaring
will never rise up to the heights
Gradual development is the surest way
where as prompt delivery
gained in haste is soon wasted
If you know the firing process
for the gold elixer of illumination
then you have the quality of humilty
with great power in virtue
This is the Spirit of Tao
not detached but engaged on principle



Been through near death
A few times
Enough to know
the meaning of life
is usually more
than we are likely
to see or admit
at any given
moment in time
unless or untill
we wake up
Not what we think
No magic panacea
only doing and non-doing
striving and non-striving
spontaneous awakening
free of conditioned
mind


Beneath Obstructed
Nov. 08, 2003

they felt they were justifed
in burning me at the stake
going through the fire
getting to the other side
being celibate all those years
not knowing what this might bring
I had become enlightened
soon to be crucified
beneath obstruction
Karl Jung did say
it is "a moment of deadliest peril!"
"this immortal" capacity
we have within
it is in the voice of sages
silent as thunder
discredit me
rob me of my good name
I can see the image you would create
a lie built upon obstruction



This Burden

I did not ask for this burden
when one becomes two
In a moment
everything changes
that is when a teacher is needed
- chop wood carry water -
this is only the beginning
As the old Shaman will tell his
apprentice
'I am sorry that you have become
enlightened,
Now get back to work'
Waking up is nothing
living it free and undetected
in a world without vision
that is the challenge
How do you speak a laungage
that has no words?

~*~*~*~

Fear

All fear is death
make peace
the spirit
within
Ego
will not give up
the fight
step aside
one clear moment
there is no blame
plumb the depth
of your being
think outside
the box
let go
the identity
of opposites



The Mind of Tao

To active the Mind of Tao
dissolve the human Mind
Day by day
Mundane energy wanes
Gradually
Celestial Energy grows
Ture Mind
Building the foundation
There is White within Black
Male within Female
One must use the Bellows
Self-refinement
Requires the True Lead
The Four Signs combine
The Five Elements
Are One Energy
The Three Treasures
Return to One
At the Edge of the Universe
Yin and Yang Merge
Unified Energy
Absolutely Open Nothingness
The State before Birth
Clear and Free
Round and bright
Unfixed to Form or Void
The Gold Elixir Burns
With Illumination
At the Heart
Of Heaven and Earth

[tolteclogic]

TwiLight Ride

the last glimmer of sunlight
has set on the horizon
not guiet dark
twight on this road
at night - be sure
to wear a helmet
the quarry is hardly
an eighth of a mile away
been couped up inside all day
had hoped to get out earlier
i had forget how magical
the twightlight can be

quarter moon just above the horizon
rising above the distant trees
below this quarry night time
sounds heighten the senses
enourmous angular bolders
now line the pit
they hadn't been there before
beautiful in the moonlight's
faint glow irresitible
stair step creations
impossible to resist
all alone in nature
deep in the forest
standing my ground

[Sam]

I really enjoyed a lot of these poems. Some of them are just over my head!! (I am just the brighted light bulb in the box)

Are you a priest of some sort? I get that from a lot of your work....

You have a brilliant mind!

Thanks for sharing!

Sam

[tolteclogic]

thanks Sam

Perhaps in a past life - or so many have suggested
No this time around i was given little choice but
to take life seriously - happy you enjoyed the
flow fortunately the majority of this is way
over my head too - simple and easy
does it...

[dawness]

wonderful expression of how you percieve and dream your being, tl... thank you for letting us feel a part of you.

[tolteclogic]

I resist posting much of what I write for obvious reasons,
here is a tidbit from a heated debate on the subject of
enlightenment :

I am reminded of a similar discussion some time ago in a 'Cabalah tech.'
discussion forum. Where the general Magickal pretext would be that
according to tantric tradition “merit and virtue” are pointless distractions
that lead one nowhere but to a dead end commonly thought of in terms
of 'enlightenment'. Of course Crowley speaks at great length regarding
the subject of illumination… and like it or not he is the 'poster boy' for
this
entire New Age Goddess revival which essentially places Yin energy
above Yang in this quest for personal powers. Be-that-as-it-may it is
not uncommon to hear such statements as, “If you cann't speak it, eat
it or fuck it, what good is?”, that is, in reference to this whole idea of
Enlightenment, which along this line of thought remains within the
province of so-called dead religion.

Luminiferous Ether
Space-Time Continuum
Qabalistic Tree of Life
Map of the Universe
Absolute Zero
Anything but nothing
Limitless Light
'Book of the Law'
Hermetic Order
of the Golden Dawn
Motion, Time or Matter
The Great Mother
Begets active existence
Sat, Chit, Ananda
The ultimate reality
'Sephiroth'
Concatenation of symbols
Begins with 'Nothing'
Without Limit
Limitless Light
Infinite Energy
Destruction and Annihilation
Sakti and Shiva
the tantric equation
Tetragrammaton
Post hoc propter hoc
Invocation and Evocation
Abramelin the Mage


Although there are quite interesting parallels that can be drawn
between the Taoist Cosmology and that of the Qabalists Tree of
Life, even to the extent that the eight trigrams plus absolute zero
can be layed out along a very similar or sympathic glyph 'admir-
ably equivalent' to this notion of magical powers derived from
elemental forces of nature represented by some hierarchy of
angels, the light and the dark, or so-called good and evil -
Balance of the universe. But i suspect that is where the
similarity ends.

'It was many thousand years ago, before histories were written, that the change
came. We must turn our memories even farther. why can we not, who sprang from those
loins, though it be long ago, the age of Isis that is mistakenly called the matriarchy.
It is not a matriarchy as we imagine it, a rule of clubwomen, or frustrated chickens.
It is an equality. The woman is the priestess, in her reposes the mystery. She is
the mother; brooding yet tender; the lover; at once passionate and aloof, the wife,
revered and cherished. She is the witch woman. It is coequal. Undifferentiated,
the man, chieftain, hunter; husband, lover; thinker; doer. The woman, priestess,
guardian of the mystery, sibyl of the unconscious, prophetess of dreams. Thus balance;
stability.
'Then, catastrophe untellable, the patriarchy, archtypified by the demonic monosexual
monster; Jehova. And now, in the rule of priests, woman is an inferior animal, man
a superior god, isolated, and at the mercy of his merciless intelligence. It is
war, total war without quarter; between the emotions that must and the intellect
that will not. Every religion in the patriarchy is a self contradictory monstrosity
- Judaism, Christianity, Buddhism, Mohammedism, facism, communism, democracy, science
and every other faith of the historical world. It is dogma, creed based on axioms
that shift like straws in the wind of the intellect, and upon this shifting structure
man has failed, and must fail, for he knows their futility and fights for them with
all the sick fury of frustration. He knows that he is a little boy playing with
erector toys and chemical sets, playing cops and robbers in a game that goes too
far.'

Jack Parsons


For those who refuse to look beneath the surface of belief systems, who continue
to promulgate the outward appearance of unquestioned authority, speculation
upon consternation is never ending.

[tolteclogic]

Taking over evolution
usurping creation
unhindered by
personality or culture
at the certer of your being
taking the inititive
recovering autonmy
real self original face
fundamental wholeness