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Post by soulfir3 on Jan 28, 2007 3:13:36 GMT -6
I never thought I would again be choked with uncertainty created by you - that words formed upon your lips would cause me to cringe heave with sickly felt fear And I felt the impressions of fingers, against my tautly held throat as though it was your hand holding me constricting, as though to chokeAs the dark sky blossomed it only fueled your rage using the street, as your own public stage sitting in the stillness afraid to breathe or move your eyes seem to penetrate through each curtain, and groove And I felt the tight impression of your fingers on my arm holding me from my child praying you'd cause him no harm watching his tears fall and listen to your taunts a girly child you called him, yet it was you - calling yourself a man, upon a child and woman you beatI never thought we would have to do this again - living our lives in fear restless eyes unable to sleep watching every step counting every breath
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Post by anirbas on Jan 28, 2007 22:47:20 GMT -6
Madame Poet...You hang in there...It seems part of what life is all about...Is seeing things, we thought never to see again...Men just bite... [Whoa, guys! Present company within the poetical flock, accepted...LOL]
Personally, I think it would be a better world, if women around the globe, rose up and took the world back, from our backs in our beds...Slashed most of their throats, worldwide, while they slept...Keep a goodly amount to perform menial labor and tasks; and only the most artistically creative or intellectual ones, would we keep for "breeding" stock to make new babies...LOL... Good thing, I don't rule the world and don't have much chance of doing so, anytime soon... Good thing, is if I did...None of the guys in here would die or be performing menial labor...That's a good thing, huh, guys? Angling to crack you up, Soul... Hope I just did...Know prayers are uttered for your safety and that I am biting my tongue to keep from throwing an impromptu malificent curse against this bad apple of yours...LOL... But, if he complains of boils rising copiously up from his arse...I DID THAT!!!!! I COULDN'T RESIST THROWING A CURSE! ggglgggl...NOT...once more, angling to make you giggle... So, just do it...Laugh...And blessed be and be at peace, Sweets...Sabrina.
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Post by dawness on Jan 29, 2007 11:06:44 GMT -6
adore the subtext, soul.... keep the venom alive!
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Post by brandnewmessiah on Jan 29, 2007 13:42:59 GMT -6
The gripping takes control of us all don't let it pull you under. Brillaint soul ~ BNM
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Post by Sam on Jan 30, 2007 15:53:21 GMT -6
Pains shall rise deep in the night only on the left not on the right. Sleep will not come, try though he may, over and over that day he'll replay. Until he sees it clear as a bell, and knows as he goes he has sent how own soul straight to hell.......
Sam
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Post by soulfir3 on Jan 31, 2007 0:24:00 GMT -6
I often wonder, if karma is true that those who have wished so ill on others, finally get their own back in power of tens that the nightmares they've induced and scars they leave somehow, become apart of their own living making it hard for them to be the ones who must live too afraid to breathe whether the shadows that follow my heart grip them tightly letting the ghosts and memories give them a hell of a fright
I often wonder, what I did that sent me down this road of painful intrusions where I stepped instead of retreating
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Post by anirbas on Jan 31, 2007 9:24:17 GMT -6
Two more wrenching pieces by both of you ladies! Talking about karma...I ofter wonder, when riding the wave of reflection and introspection...If I wasn't a really mean man in a past lifetime...And I'm paying for it, in this lifetime as a woman...LOL...Everyone take care, Sabrina.
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Post by Sam on Jan 31, 2007 9:27:37 GMT -6
Fear is the deceiver. Always has been always will be. When you face it it will disappear..... Then you will see the truth open and clear and realize you are just another person experiencing life. Never always right, but not always wrong... Balancing and juggling as you move on through thick and thin hopefully learning through each defeat, so come the next challenge you will be on the winning end..... Facing the danger head on is the only way to keep your sanity in this ever trying world we all live in today!!
Sam
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Post by soulfir3 on Jan 31, 2007 14:27:51 GMT -6
I feel like a candle burning with anger on the end of each wick without being able to move scarred by it's heat my wax melts into rivers of soul pooling at the bottom hardening, shielding myself from the trauma of dealing with him and his penetrating claws
I know it's not right that I can retreat so quickly but the anger within the man rises so easily I am tired of being frightened and running like a mouse, but the fear of being hurt, drives me onward wrapped around my children like a life size shield a bottomless abyss with no way out
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Post by Sam on Feb 1, 2007 8:45:44 GMT -6
You might need protection from this fear and you know what you have to do..... Fear is the crippling factor he has on his side. Deny it, erase it from your mind. Clean your house... Restore your energy. Walk the perimeter at the outer edge, setting your boundary of where he may or may not penetrate. The evil can not come inside the walls of safety.... Salty sprinkles in the moonlight three times 'round, right to right..... Lock the house up good and tight... and sleep in peace at home tonight.
Sam
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Post by Sam on Feb 5, 2007 16:18:46 GMT -6
Who tells me these things? ? I have been watching way too much TV!! Sam
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Post by soulfir3 on Feb 6, 2007 18:02:25 GMT -6
i wore a pendant of blue today hiding away the bruises which lay like scattered pearls across collar bone and shoulder red haze, lingering finger tips a shameful shroud of his touch
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Post by Sam on Feb 23, 2007 16:34:08 GMT -6
Remove yourself from harm... Step back out of the way.... There will be retribution, a reckoning, hell to pay.
Sam
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