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Post by Sam on Jan 13, 2009 23:22:41 GMT -6
(Thanks) Writing is like breathing, coming so naturally... Like an unknown rhythm you carry in your head.. some inner melody... so close to your heart you want the world to see through your eyes the vision you carry inside. Hear the music smell the flowers feel the rain touch the softness embrace the heartbreak absorb the magic for just a moment. And then it is gone.... Sam
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Post by anirbas on Jan 15, 2009 0:38:07 GMT -6
*Lovely...Spoken as only a poet could speak it, about writing*
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it is gone... my confidence... gone like the past summer... or the day before yesterday...
once, I moved with assurance, even surrounded by darkness and total dysfunction...
sure of myself and my belief, that if you hang on, eventually, everything gets better...
now, I believe, perhaps not... not everything gets better... some darkness cloys our lives, hangs on, like walking pneumonia, or a fat tick, head burrowed under our skin, refusing to let go, long after we leave the forest we picked it up in...
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Post by aims on Jan 15, 2009 21:19:42 GMT -6
Refusing to let go, long after we leave the forest we picked it up in... it growls and claws at us gnawing playfully at our hands, and just generally sticking up the car. . . "why the hell did you have to insist we bring big foot with us,anyway?" I asked with full annoyance in my voice, and your reply was evermore irksome, "he seemed so cute and . . .well, helpless." I said, "Cute and helpless!!. . . he is 9 feet tall I had to lay the back seat down so he could put his feet in the trunk, he has sharp claws and teeth, and he stinks to high heaven, and let's not even talk about his breath!!!!"
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Post by Sam on Jan 15, 2009 22:23:48 GMT -6
Uhhh... He stinks to high heaven, and let's not even talk about his breath! But.... When he holds me close to him.. he makes me want to yell... "Take a bath you fucking slob!!! Take a bath you fucking slob!!! Do you need me to give you a hand? You make me want to yell.. Take a bath you fucking slob!!! Take a bath you fucking slob... 'Cause when you are standing next to me I just want to screammmmmm. " (Does anybody here know what song I am playing with?) Hint: Let's hear it for the boy? Sam
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Post by aims on Jan 20, 2009 18:02:41 GMT -6
I just want to screammmmmm. yep I know that song!! It's from one of my favorite movies too! "Footloose"! back when Kevin Bacon wad a lad, now he looks like someones dad, but I'm really really glad. . . that I'm not the only old fart around who remembers old sights and sound!!!
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Post by anirbas on Jan 22, 2009 20:26:49 GMT -6
gigglegiggle...you two have me roflm*o... I fain near fell out of my flight chair in front of the entity aka the computer...
~*~
old sights and sound is what I find when I drive through this little town...
over there, is the water tower you so adored...
down the street is the restaurant that serves up our favorite enchilada dish...
several blocks from here is the theater where we did share popcorn and laughter...
and right here, in this apartment often I am overwhelmed with the sights and sound of you filling the empty space...
longing washes over me as I curl up in my bed, where I swear, I can still smell your scent wafting from the pillows...
each day, I bolster my spirit with the knowledge, sooner or later, we shall replace the old sights and sounds with new ones we make together...
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Post by aims on Jan 27, 2009 19:15:35 GMT -6
New ones we make together... wish they could last forever but alas they won't not ever. I only see you a smidgen of your life but I wish that you were my wife.
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Post by aims on Feb 6, 2009 20:41:42 GMT -6
I wish that you were my wife. Or rather I wish that I was yours, Oh yeah, the tomboy wife of the more feminine woman. but your career is quite demanding of you and not just your time If I was yours, and you were mine I would feel just fine to be the background girl the behind the scenes support taking care of the woman so many want something from more than your time you can have mine. I'm an introvert lived my life like a semi-loner I really and truly don't need to be the center of attention, and in fact I don't want to be I just want to be there for you, to support you in all you do to soothe you when weary an ear for your complaints, while leaving you free from restraints in your line of work you have a valid excuse to keep plans loose your job is more than the average job.
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Post by aims on Mar 1, 2009 19:22:28 GMT -6
The average job is not what I have I do what I want when I want as long as I having overlooked some glaring need no one assigns my work.
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Post by Sam on Mar 10, 2009 11:56:07 GMT -6
No one assigns my work it changes every day... It is frightening to think no one is secure in the jobs we hold today. I walk through the halls every morning silently holding my breath, heart in hand.... wondering what to expect and if my key still opens the door to the cubicle I try to call mine... There is no love lost in this place cold as ice where I continually check for knives stuck in my back... And now that I'm older I feel slightly bolder and angry with the way things are done here today.
Peace,
Sam
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Post by Sam on Mar 16, 2009 7:50:47 GMT -6
Today I begin where I left off... I am starting over? I can not wait one minute longer... to know you.
Sam
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Post by Sam on Mar 20, 2009 10:18:55 GMT -6
You are the reason I get up everyday, place this smile upon my weary face and head out the door.
You are the only thing that makes me stay here in this cold, cold place I have come to deplore, try to ignore...
You....this face I see every time I look in the mirror.. You...that finally mean something more to me. You...my only reason.
Sam
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Post by aims on Mar 27, 2009 17:36:45 GMT -6
You...my only reason for my aching heart I've loved you from the start. Sad longings lonely aches while my heart slowly breaks.
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Post by Sam on Apr 8, 2009 7:28:01 GMT -6
My heart slowly breaks every time I turn the page of the memory book I keep in my mind.. Sometimes I wonder if I will ever recapture the magic I see in your eyes.
Sam
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Post by anirbas on Apr 23, 2009 21:54:14 GMT -6
Lovely work, mi dos amigas! Your combined works are making this board shine!!!!!
Keep it up and write on! As for me, off to bed am I...Sweet dreams, sweet sweetings!
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Post by aims on Apr 25, 2009 19:06:35 GMT -6
The magic I see in your eyes is not really a surprise the magic fairly oozes from you no matter what you do it's true and I love you, wish you loved me too.
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Post by aims on May 11, 2009 17:00:24 GMT -6
Too many people are ill and too many without a job it makes me want to sob and pray their needs fill pray for the worlds economy and that of our nation bless oh God, this generation and each individuals autonomy.
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Post by anirbas on Jun 8, 2009 0:02:23 GMT -6
autonomy is a rare commodity these days...
it's enough to make you want to set your hair on fire!
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Post by aims on Jun 13, 2009 17:54:33 GMT -6
Want to set your hair on fire?! nah i like you the way you are I've liked a redhead or two but much prefer you as you!!
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Post by aims on Jun 18, 2009 14:23:32 GMT -6
"You again," she said as she looked in the mirror "what did I do to deserve to be you?" but even as she said it she knew. . . she drew the short straw in heaven to be bread on earth with no leaven, never rising.
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Post by Sam on Jun 19, 2009 15:11:51 GMT -6
Never rising in time to watch the sun come over the mountain would be a waste of beauty on earth... Sam (I am going to be a Memaw again)
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Post by aims on Jun 20, 2009 21:10:36 GMT -6
Never rising in time to watch the sun come over the mountain would be a waste of beauty on earth... Sam (I am going to be a Memaw again) Congrats are in order then!!!! Amy
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Post by aims on Jun 28, 2009 15:30:24 GMT -6
Beauty on earth... has a name and it is Catherine but I can do naught but admire this beauty from afar.
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Post by anirbas on Jul 1, 2009 22:29:09 GMT -6
beauty from afar I have adored
yet, it's not his face or form that enthralls me
it is the loveliness of his spirit, mind and heart
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Post by aims on Jul 7, 2009 18:38:41 GMT -6
clap clap clap bravo my dear poet friend excellent offering!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Spirit, mind and heart this is the important part and so also what intangible embrace passes between souls in this tangible place but there is beauty in a voice or in a face but again the invisible blowing spirit wind animates each and every cherished friend.
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Post by aims on Jul 18, 2009 16:52:30 GMT -6
Each and every cherished friend is like a refreshing bit of wind.
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Post by anirbas on Jul 19, 2009 17:32:56 GMT -6
*thanks, Aims!*
wind riffles the crowns of the trees; wraps my curls about my face and leaves the taste of hair tangled upon my tongue
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Post by aims on Aug 9, 2009 12:54:35 GMT -6
The taste of hair tangled upon my tongue a song too long unsung but the melody is sour in the anxiety laden hour of trying to want someone I don't want So I cling to the memory and dream of the unreachable and don't touch the impeachable.
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Post by anirbas on Aug 9, 2009 22:31:25 GMT -6
the impeachable past that didn't last holds me fast in its tractor beams
reams of events the outcome of which I could not fix leaving me feeling useless
why cannot a human play god? because gods do not exist anymore than easy solutions save for those with the money to buy them...
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Post by aims on Aug 24, 2009 19:49:06 GMT -6
For those with the money to buy them... we have these artificial breasts or perhaps some gluteal enhancements if not that then we can pump your lips full of collagen if additions are not your thing we can always take something away for a price lax skin perhaps in the face, breasts, buttocks, belly or there is smart lipo if they are all full of jelly how much will you pay to be rid of the jiggles we'll leave enough flexibility so that it barely wiggles.
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