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Post by soulfir3 on Feb 1, 2007 0:51:07 GMT -6
coming out naturally is not always something achieved, many needing help too blossom someone to show us how to breathe inhaling our life exhaling it back one foot after the other on an uphill track an illusion of beauty reality is smeered until we, start living it and we find our own reasons to believe
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Post by dawness on Feb 1, 2007 5:05:41 GMT -6
to believe that angels are within each memory cell and allowing the self be a cherub floating on eternal spheres, this is freedom borne from cleansing the old being
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Post by Sam on Feb 1, 2007 8:27:59 GMT -6
From cleansing the old being comes a fresh new awakening day. a chance to change and correct the mistakes we have made...
Let me be there in your morning...
Let me watch you dance across the crowded floor making your own way into tomorrow....
Sam
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Post by anirbas on Feb 2, 2007 8:08:55 GMT -6
into tomorrow my heart, mind and spirit have already journeyed...
have seen what's possible on the other side of today...
today...the present... is where this empty vessel continues to roll like a train slowly coming to a halt, on the trestle...
i do not know how i continue to breathe, in this world... where two-thirds of me, are already gone...
but, i do...so I continue to carry on...just carry on...
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Post by Sam on Feb 2, 2007 11:15:19 GMT -6
I continue to carry on...just carry on... and that is all that I can do right now... though the world is in constant motion, I feel concreted to this moment, this one single moment, as though the world would laugh at me and my simple attempts at happiness just fall further away... leaving me to wonder why?
Sam
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Post by bichsa on Feb 2, 2007 11:27:20 GMT -6
leaving me to wonder why?
You never complain you never cry you take what life gives you open your heart and truly live you show us that no matter what life bestows it is what emulates from whats inside that truly shows
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Post by dawness on Feb 2, 2007 11:42:37 GMT -6
from whats inside that truly shows the pores of your ancient skin, black, white. yellow. brown race, arent' we made from the same branch?
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Post by Sam on Feb 2, 2007 13:08:43 GMT -6
arent' we made from the same branch? and If the branch doesn't fall far from the tree, isn't there a part of you somewhere in me?
Sam
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Post by anirbas on Feb 3, 2007 0:18:42 GMT -6
*WOW! Bichsa joined us for some sun and fun, girls! Great to see you on the word games forum, Cheryl!*
Somewhere in me... Is a bad seed... Or so it has been said...
As a child, I used to wait with dread for this seed to grow into a vine from within me... Tendriling past my lips, twining from my ears and nostrils...
Turning me into a topiary animal...
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Post by amycando on Feb 3, 2007 8:58:37 GMT -6
Turning me into a topiary animal... might be an improvement because then I'd look good again and people would find pleasure in gazing upon me the one whose garden I graced would in some way, love me.
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Post by soulfir3 on Feb 3, 2007 18:39:48 GMT -6
love me as a whole without judgement on my faults help me too grow, finding new paths which we can travel in unison desire me as if I am the only one who could tease your flames love me as I love you
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Post by dawness on Feb 4, 2007 4:48:26 GMT -6
as I love you i leave you to be free in your own madness as this is your birthmark, i did not cut your umbilical chord
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Post by Sam on Feb 5, 2007 13:45:28 GMT -6
I did not cut your umbilical chord nor would I have you cling to me even in my darkness.... I am me, and you are you... Nothing can combine the two, except perhaps by chance we choose to dance our lives away... hearts must be freely joined naturally.... for no amount of wishing can ever force the hand of fate... So...wait..if you must... but as for me, I will not hesitate to reach for love and hold on as tightly as my heart will let me...
Sam
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Post by dawness on Feb 6, 2007 9:01:36 GMT -6
my heart will let go farther than the farthest sun till earth and moon kiss in a space where destiny crowns the rites of mating souls not human perhaps divine
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Post by Sam on Feb 6, 2007 12:40:09 GMT -6
Perhaps divine intervention is exactly what is needed to cure what is ailing you now... for you seem so afraid of the choices you have made and no one else can seem to make you smile....
Sam
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Post by amycando on Feb 6, 2007 21:25:44 GMT -6
You smile.... and my heart skips a beat you speak and my ears become suction cups collecting your words and the sound of your voice with every little nuance trying to imprint them on my soul so that when that lovely sound goes away I might have at least a memento in the vivid recollection.
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Post by anirbas on Feb 7, 2007 17:55:13 GMT -6
vivid recollection is as much a curse as a blessing... the ability can be a pain in the ass and head... filling my thoughts with memories of things best not remembered, instead of the ones best remembered... therefore... vivid recollection is a double edged sword...
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Post by amycando on Feb 9, 2007 19:17:44 GMT -6
A double edged sword this, it would seem, humankind is intent on making of every tool, whether physical or not, in this world. The double edged sword one side butters the bread and the other beheads the opposition.
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Post by Sam on Feb 12, 2007 14:49:20 GMT -6
opposition seems futile, sometimes, as we look at the world around us...... What are we supposed to do with the mess we are faced with now... day after day after day? Turn our head and walk away as if we're in the dark still?
Sam
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Post by soulfir3 on Feb 12, 2007 14:58:49 GMT -6
in the dark still night, i await the call of owls haunting the hollow valleys with their echoing voices familiar in their meaning yet, I can not remember from where subtly coaxing, calming giving away the fears which have consumed me owl's eyes shine brightly wind gathering quickly under spread wings he helps guide me back home
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Post by anirbas on Feb 14, 2007 9:54:09 GMT -6
myriadically luscious poeming, ladies! AC...your line about buttering bread and beheading with the same sword...cracked me up sideways laughing so hard... that's a gooooooooooooood line, poet! wish i'd of thought of it...
Happy Valentine's Day, me beloved covey of piratical, poetical ladyfweends!
~*~
Guide me back home... With your friendly voices singcrooning dirges and lullabies and reciting poetry to me of individual beauty... Guide me back home...
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Post by Sam on Feb 14, 2007 10:41:31 GMT -6
Guide me back home... take away this sadness I am clutching in my heart today and please.... lead me on. I can't make it alone and I am standing on shakey ground... Do I have to bear this? Can You not forgive me, receive me, and just take me on home today?
Sam
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Post by soulfir3 on Feb 15, 2007 2:10:46 GMT -6
today i breathed, so thankful that it was nothing like yesterday, or the day before today i gave wishful thinking a new cloud to flow with silver lining splattered in vigorous energy shining with sunshine and smiles
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Post by amycando on Feb 15, 2007 19:50:07 GMT -6
Sunshine and smiles would fade to a white out without the contrasting serious glares and rain.
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Post by Sam on Feb 19, 2007 8:37:15 GMT -6
And rain fell from angry skies finally matching the mood I felt deep inside and I was sadly comforted knowing the truth would finally come out...
Sam
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Post by Sam on Feb 21, 2007 14:35:32 GMT -6
knowing the truth would finally come out... was no consolation. Pretending everything to be normal wasn't working either. The signs were there, clearly visable, in the lines on her face.. There was no hiding place for her tortured heart... face drawn tightly with worry lines deep... dark circles around her eyes from nights of fitful sleep... waiting and worrying to no avail..... there was no escaping her self made hell...
Sam
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Post by anirbas on Feb 21, 2007 21:32:38 GMT -6
(((((Sam)))))
[whispers in Sam's ear... may you sleep, sweet child, sleep... ere next you lay your head to pillow... may the Sandman bring you gifts of dreams most mellow... as you sleep, sweet child, sleep...]
Her self made hell...Your self made hell... My self made hell...His self made hell...
We all have one...A self made hell...
The only places hell really does exist... Is inside us...In each individual mind, heart and spirit...
Hell is transmutable, though... Hell looks different to everyone... Just like heaven...Another place that really only exists...Inside us... In each individual mind, heart and spirit...
Her self made hell...Your self made hell... My self made hell...His self made hell...
We all have one...A self made hell... It's part of what makes us human and real... It's part of what makes us individually beautiful... Dark circles, fine lines, tired minds and all...
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Post by dawness on Feb 22, 2007 7:45:19 GMT -6
tired minds and all, let cushions of prayer beads multiply in swaying hums for to sleep without sound is stillness suspended in time
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Post by soulfir3 on Feb 22, 2007 15:03:02 GMT -6
suspended in time, i watch the ripples fall back into themselves shadows of trees extended too water's edge long leaf fingers dipped casually into the cold depths rushing torrent of the rapids pull the ripples from their calmness rushing into oblivion and beyond
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Post by Sam on Feb 22, 2007 15:40:40 GMT -6
Rushing into oblivion and beyond head down low eyes closed I see through you... My imagination set free.... as the ripples fall naturally into the flow of the stream I am lost in peaceful dream until tomorrow's light...
Sam
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