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Post by anirbas on Jun 30, 2012 22:44:04 GMT -6
Past kidnaps thoughts keeping one lost
in useless phrases of what if's and if only's...
Never the less time moves on dragging us forward-
kicking and screaming or limp with defeat-
to live, in the moment...
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Post by heartfelt7 on Jul 1, 2012 9:42:35 GMT -6
Been there, been there, been there, both kicking and screaming (didn't help) and limp with defeat (time to surrender) to find that this moment in time isn't half bad. (ha) This is TOO TRUE to even laugh about, but what else can you do?  ? |
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Post by anirbas on Jul 1, 2012 16:51:35 GMT -6
haha, I know, I know...just on top of being down with this stupid sciatica junk, I am also going through some tough times with my son this month...kind of brought back all the crap I was going through with him seven years ago, six years ago, five years ago...and this short whiny piece popped out of my head...lol...nothing I can do, right now, but sit around, or lay around replaying it all in my head...women...we are the worry warts of the universe...ARGH! thanks for your read and comments on this piece, dear Heart!
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Post by heartfelt7 on Jul 2, 2012 10:29:34 GMT -6
I didn't think it was "whiny" but truthful. Mothers bring forth the life, care about it, always wanting the best for her children, every child. No wonder Eastern tradition can take God and call Her Mother so easily. Not talking about religion here, just a change of perspective.
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Post by anirbas on Jul 2, 2012 13:50:01 GMT -6
lol didn't think you were talking about religion. Totally understood what you were saying, sweets. At the moment, I'm a bit up in the air. Off work three weeks already, which is covered by sick time I had accrued. But, whether I like it or not, seems I am going to be off the six weeks the doctor prescribed. My body just isn't willing to work with what my mind wants of it lol Then, I just got a call from the insurance company I have been paying money towards for four years now, for short term and long term disability. I can tell they are trying to attribute this to a job related injury, by her tone and her questions. If so, they are going to deny me. Which means, I will have to apply for workman's comp. And I will probably get screwed out of that, too, since I didn't apply for that initially. All she kept asking me was how I did it. I kept telling her, I don't know. I woke up in excrutiating pain and the doctor diagnosed it as sciatica. Grrrrrrrroar! I can tell you, at this point, I'm a fairly stressed camper! ARGH!!!!!! lol thanks for listening/reading my diatribe.
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