Post by aims on Aug 22, 2018 17:40:59 GMT -6
Oh, Lord,
I know this to be a futile prayer,
but let me pour out my heart anyway,
If only a miracle would bring her love my way,
I promise,
I solemnly swear,
this very day,
that I would do my utmost to be there, be real, be honest,
to never (or at least almost never, I am only human after all)
retreat to a distant & aloof place,
never crawl in to my own little world shell
never disconnect!
To give 100% to loving her and
from the onset to adopt a policy of willingness to go the extra mile to
adjust myself (without trying to be someone I am not) to make the relationship work,
to remember to offer my prayer of gratitude for her love in my life on a daily basis,
and to endeavor to remind myself daily never to take out my frustrations on her
to remind myself that if everything goes to shit on any given day to remember that. . .
(to quote a poem of mine from a few years back)
"I saw the problem in the mirror this morning
not across from me at the breakfast table,
I think it would be a pitiful shame,
if I offered up to love. . .
the blame." (from my poem "Mental Note")
And further still I promise that,
I know and understand that when we fall for someone
we haven't had the chance to get to know well
and time goes on, they may not fit all
the fantasies that infatuation and lust
generate, being human we kinda can't help the dreaming or the
filling in the blanks we don't have answers for,
and I will renew daily my commintment to love the whole person as who they are
and recognise that they are not here on this earth to be something idealistic
but rather more value in loving them for who they are
and as I myself want to be loved, (the golden rule) unconditionally warts and all!!
Again, Oh Lord, I know the futility of this prayer,
about the straight woman I am madly in love with from afar,
So thanks for hearing my hearts desire anyway!
Amen
I know this to be a futile prayer,
but let me pour out my heart anyway,
If only a miracle would bring her love my way,
I promise,
I solemnly swear,
this very day,
that I would do my utmost to be there, be real, be honest,
to never (or at least almost never, I am only human after all)
retreat to a distant & aloof place,
never crawl in to my own little world shell
never disconnect!
To give 100% to loving her and
from the onset to adopt a policy of willingness to go the extra mile to
adjust myself (without trying to be someone I am not) to make the relationship work,
to remember to offer my prayer of gratitude for her love in my life on a daily basis,
and to endeavor to remind myself daily never to take out my frustrations on her
to remind myself that if everything goes to shit on any given day to remember that. . .
(to quote a poem of mine from a few years back)
"I saw the problem in the mirror this morning
not across from me at the breakfast table,
I think it would be a pitiful shame,
if I offered up to love. . .
the blame." (from my poem "Mental Note")
And further still I promise that,
I know and understand that when we fall for someone
we haven't had the chance to get to know well
and time goes on, they may not fit all
the fantasies that infatuation and lust
generate, being human we kinda can't help the dreaming or the
filling in the blanks we don't have answers for,
and I will renew daily my commintment to love the whole person as who they are
and recognise that they are not here on this earth to be something idealistic
but rather more value in loving them for who they are
and as I myself want to be loved, (the golden rule) unconditionally warts and all!!
Again, Oh Lord, I know the futility of this prayer,
about the straight woman I am madly in love with from afar,
So thanks for hearing my hearts desire anyway!
Amen
