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aims
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2 yrs 4 months Oct 10, 2018 17:16:08 GMT -6 via mobile

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Post by aims on Oct 10, 2018 17:16:08 GMT -6

I've been asking God to take these feelings away, to shut down my heart, because I knew I was alone in them. but not only has God not but they have grown stronger. Despite this I was still starting to have faith again, but now I realize God doesn't care about my heart.

It's all good!

aims
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2 yrs 4 months Oct 12, 2018 6:34:13 GMT -6 via mobile

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Post by aims on Oct 12, 2018 6:34:13 GMT -6

Of course it isnt her fault she's straight, But why did God have to let my path cross hers or why couldn't God grant my prayer, and it just feels so terrible to know that you probably don't matter at all to someone you are so enamoured of.

It's all good!

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