Post by aims on Oct 29, 2018 21:36:42 GMT -6
Wow,.
what a weird coincidence, I was just conversing with a friend on relationships and how my hard-wiring wasn't conducive to me finding love especially with my orientation already making it difficult, (and just what that wiring is I have said before here in my writing< all my lovers have no commonality other than orientation, no physical or personality common ground or at least the whole package is a curious and unique blend of the physical (really no criteria list there except not ultra fem) and personality and just how they convey themeselves, that I don't know it until I see it . . . it is not anything predictable but right after that I was swearching my bookshelves for my other copy of the book of common prayer (episcopal) which I did not find yet but what I did find is a book I didn't ewven know I had (which is strange since I just moved here not even a year ago and even more recent was me finally putting books up on the shelves and here is a picture of the cover, now I've probably already looked at it before and I doubt it has any answerts for me since I cannot look for love or date someone to see how I feel about them because if there isn't at least soe immediate attraction none ever comes to be, but still it seems so coincidental, never let it be said my mind is so closed and resistent that I cannot look at something open-mindedly and see afresh so I will look at it and let y'all know if it has anything relevent or useful to me.
what a weird coincidence, I was just conversing with a friend on relationships and how my hard-wiring wasn't conducive to me finding love especially with my orientation already making it difficult, (and just what that wiring is I have said before here in my writing< all my lovers have no commonality other than orientation, no physical or personality common ground or at least the whole package is a curious and unique blend of the physical (really no criteria list there except not ultra fem) and personality and just how they convey themeselves, that I don't know it until I see it . . . it is not anything predictable but right after that I was swearching my bookshelves for my other copy of the book of common prayer (episcopal) which I did not find yet but what I did find is a book I didn't ewven know I had (which is strange since I just moved here not even a year ago and even more recent was me finally putting books up on the shelves and here is a picture of the cover, now I've probably already looked at it before and I doubt it has any answerts for me since I cannot look for love or date someone to see how I feel about them because if there isn't at least soe immediate attraction none ever comes to be, but still it seems so coincidental, never let it be said my mind is so closed and resistent that I cannot look at something open-mindedly and see afresh so I will look at it and let y'all know if it has anything relevent or useful to me.
